Things That I ♥♥♥♥

I love everything about acoustic guitar. Usually when I hold a guitar, sudden inspiration came to me to write and compose songs. It is like my best friend, and I can't imagine living without it..




♥♥♥♥ sneakers..I always tried to match my clothing with my shoes. It's no easy job man!!..Usually when I wore dark shoes, I'll dressed up in black jeans with white T-shirt and black jacket.



Yeah, that's my laptop..♥♥♥♥..It's been already a year, and still looks new^_^



My only 'child'..♥♥♥♥..Only one person who can use this, and THAT'S ME..



I got this at GMB'S concert..Great band, still got their signature on that disc..♥♥♥♥ both the key chain and disc..

My Journey in Catholic Parish Youth Ministry Sipitang

I started to join and commit my part into this ministry since I was 18. I admit, there's a lot of ups and downs moments here with all the members. There's some great memories that really fills my heart with joy when I think back,memorable performances, breakdown moments, much more.

Through our friendship for the past 3 years has been amazing for me. The precious moment is that when we all laughed and fooling around,lol!!..But anyway, we kinda have some team work issues, friendship problem, and even couple issues..well, that's a normal things, right?...but we're improving and try to recover from it.

When we're praying together,I felt the bond that God put into us every second of it, much more like God had put us into another environment where actually it's hard for others to understand, and that what's making us special. Although sometimes we got problem for our choir and band, at the end we managed to cope it very2 well, like our choir set up for Christmas eve last year..I have to say, it was completely a mess..but look what happen for the last minute, we nailed it, because we believe in God's power.

Some people say this and that about us, but we don't even care about what they got to say..Because we know who we are, and we contribute the best for our environment, the congregation, our every team member, for the church, and FOR GOD..

I had witnessed the best 3 years of my life journeying through this ministry. Ow, and you know what do I realize in this journey, is that the fact is we're not origin from sipitang. Some of us came from Kuala Penyu, Ranau, Keningau, Penampang, Tenom, Tuaran, Kudat, state of Sarawak, from Johor, and many places. Some of us got massive range of personality, some are a bit crazy hehehe, some are childish, and some love to sing.....But you know what, we're like brothers and sisters..We don't care what the differences between us, what we know is that God looks us the same way, and we love each others, equally.

I pray for this ministry. I pray for our strength and wisdom to go through any matter that comes, any burden, so that we can take that as a cross of Jesus Christ. Because that's what matter, in the end, all of these are for the glory of God.

Thanks for letting me witnessed this great journey with them, God.

'No one has greater love than to lay down his own life for his friends.' John 15: 13

Seed of Faith

So Jesus said to them, “Because of your unbelief; for assuredly, I say to you, if you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you. _Matthew 17: 20

When we're talking about FAITH, what goes inside our head?..Is it just another concept of putting our trust in someone, that he or she is so trusted, just because the person manage to convince us about something?..And then at the end, we found out he/ she is just another liar like the rest that we knew..

Before we're putting our faith in someone, why don't we first try having faith in God. As the scripture verse above, what God tried to explain is that even when you have small faith inside yourselves, you manage to settle anything because nothing is impossible to God. Even the biggest problem you gonna face, it will be settled because your faith have saves you. Usually when a person says'In the name of Jesus Christ',that person at that moment is filled by faith and proclaiming the glory of God..this means by faith, a person opens his/her heart to God, and letting God working inside him/her.

But the hardest part is that, how to have faith in God, and how to live through it in our daily life? As for me, I've witnessed the great work of God for me for many times. Some moments when I trembled and couldn't stand up back by my own strength, until I can feel that God saves me through that valley of darkness, because I began to cry out for God's mercy on me. That was the time I gained faith.

Referring on scripture is the best way too. When you're reading bible, you're reading the story about how God's working toward all those prophets and saints. He saved so many lives, and those prophets and saints witnessed the mercy that God poured through them, and God gave them a task and elected them as his server and serve others who not yet believe, and then we can see that they're putting their faith in God.

When we're praying without any faith in God, it is nothing. And then it became something that you're forced to do. I tell you, faith+prayer is the most powerful thing..believe me.

The more we're putting our faith in God, the more we fall in love with him.

Thus also faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead_James 2: 17