2010 Reflection....

If I look back of my journey through 2010,kinda rough I guess..Ow yeah, I cried too much on that year..hehe..Those rocky road were so challenging for me..

But whatever happen, past is a past..If you ask me,do I wanna turn back time if I have the chance?...My answer, NO!!..Maybe I've failed many times during that year...Do they hurt me, yes..Do they change me and make me a better and more mature?..Absolutely..

There's no such thing as 'perfect year'..But there's perfect moment, and that moment was when God intervene my time through each second of it, and it felt so great..I was in the seminary before(Aspirancy 2010), meaning that I was so interested of becoming a priest..I spent 5 month in the aspirants' formation house in CDC(Catholic Diocesan Centre), Penampang..I tried so hard there, especially to fulfill my vocation to be a priest, and my life in that house with my others 12 aspirant brothers was the best moment a person could ever had..But at certain daily programs, such as meditation and manual labor was indeed the hardest part in my formation there..

I remember my final week there. I was so scared, thinking that I have nothing if I sign out from this formation program..Because this was the thing that I always wish for since my childhood..But I guess God told me to give myself a break, because I was too young for my age..I sacrifice so many thing to be there,like left my study unfinished, let my parents disappointed of my decision..well, I never regret of entering the Seminary before,I thank God sooooo much of giving me this priceless experience, and I proud of myself, at least I tried and searched for my real 'call' that God has plan for me..


I glad that God gave me second chance of continuing my study now..Whatever happen to me, by now I believe in God, and I will hold on to him and pursuit my dream that God made for me..

Thanks for everyone that support and pray for me in the past year 2010..May God showered you guys with blessing and daily bread..

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY 2011!!!!!!

John 1:1-3
'In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. Through Him all things were made'.

Christmas is the time today^_^

What I really want for Christmas?.....well, there's so many things that I want...
First_Panggang2 I guess
Second_A T-shirt, which represent who I want to be for this Christmas
Third_Experience Christmas in other places

But what we want the most on Christmas day actually.? There's a song I love the most about Christmas day, and it goes like this:

Is Christmas just a time for getting present?..Or a winter's holiday and nothing more
Or it's just another day in December, if we don't remember who this day is for?

What is Christmas without Jesus? And without him, what is there to celebrate?
What could be the reason for this special Christmas season, without the greatest gift the heavenly Father ever gave

What is Christmas without Jesus? And without him, what would Christmas be?
Without the Holy Savior's birth, there will be no peace on earth..
so to Christmas, CHRIST IS EVERYTHING..


My brothers and sisters in Christ, Have we ever realize that if Jesus were never born, what would happen to this world? So sad to see that Christmas for others is just another 'playground'.So many questions in that song, and have we ever asked ourselves one of the question from it?...Well, so hard because sometimes we only wanted everything just for ourselves..

Let us make this year Christmas special, with Jesus himself..Reflect back and refer more from the scripture, why did He born for us..Make great relationship with Him, so that He will live in us all....Let He captivates us this whole Christmas season..

John 3:16

For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY..




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Talking about 'LOVE'

What is 'LOVE' actually? Is it just something 'bout having a soul mate?...Well, a person can act like he/she is in love with someone, then at the end, it's just another monkey love between them.

How about our love for our own family?...friends, or neighbor?.
Mozt importantly, describe 'LOVE' in our life.

This is my favorite quotation from the bible about love:

Corinthians 13:
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.


I guess when we're started to love each other, that is the most greatest gift from God. He is the one who taught us to love, isn't he?....and I truly believe that....

The greatest thing about love?..It bonds us with something...I don't know how actually it really works, but to experience and live through are so great..

Don't misuse love ok?...although I'm a guy, I have to say that I respect women so much..So gurlz, don't even think about if the guy loves you, then you should surrender your body to them..well, sometimes guy's a jerk you think..not all of us are like that..

Love changes everything...sometimes when you have everything that you ever wanted, but you have nobody, the feeling of emptiness and loneliness might put you through dark place..Even if you have soo many friends, but they don't love you like your parents of family do, right?..

Sometimes you felt like your family doesn't care for you anymore, or your friends, or even your closest buddy?...Well you know what, God does..Don't forget, Jesus loves us..He shields us every second of our lives,but we're avoiding Him on purpose
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Jesus is humble, kind and never proud....That's why He's full of love..Everything that are live and breath in this earth should know love, for it is the greatest gift from God..It will change us..

About praise and worship

Psalm 34:

1 I will extol the LORD at all times;
his praise will always be on my lips.
2 I will glory in the LORD;
let the afflicted hear and rejoice.
3 Glorify the LORD with me;
let us exalt his name together

I started journeying into praise and worship since I was 18 years old, since the beginning of my active moment through charismatic..I didn't know why I was very interested by this very unbelievable surrounding I have on the first day I joined the charismatic....But as in the bible; Matt 18:20.."For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there I am in the midst of them."...And for the first time, I felt the air like an electricity..Then I started to cry, but it's not a cry of sadness or anything, but It's a touch of Joy. I knew at that moment that God had touched me by his Holy Spirit..


Worship is a very common word used by every religion on earth..But when we're focusing on 'worship', you must believe that we taking part in a very intimate relationship and admit in every words we can say, that He is mighty and worthy to be praise as our Lord and Father, and by that moment God himself comes through you and He touch you, not by real touch or something that...well, sometimes people believe that they heard someone shouting their name from above and believe it was a call from God, and many more of it, and actually that's not how God touches us through event like this...It begins with our faith. Especially when we're attending a concert or conference, we must be ready to give our all to God for that very moment....Make some special moment with God, and relationship between you and God at that moment will last very longer, and more possible live in you....that's a touch really is..After some event, ask yourself..Does the event really making impact on you, spiritually?..Because usually if you do, you would not be asking question like that..You would probably rejoice until you get back to your house and sing like there's no tomorrow..To make it short, let it comes naturally..Don't pretend like you're worshiping, and you're not..If you wanna jump, then jump..or you wanna scream, just do it...or raise your hand higher....JUST DO IT...because you know what, God will see you from heaven and bless you with his power of love....

I have few tips laaa for us all, based on my experiences of being a worshiper just for couple of years now....

1.Preparation, spiritually_Usually I will get intimated by my fear, so I will seek some words from the scripture about encouragement or faith.

2.REMEMBER....it is always about God, not you._Never depends on your gift...Surrender all of it to God, and let the Holy spirit takes over.(This is not a place to promote yourself)

3.You as an USHER_As a worshiper, we're ushering people, let them know how great is our Lord Jesus Christ by songs and most possibly with scripture of God, and they will follow.

4. Don't always refer on your own ability, especially when it comes to not..If you're a guy, maybe it's ok, but if you're a gurl, don't be too much like Mariah Carey, until you wanna belt out your voice, until all the female congregations take the lower not as the guys...Be careful, I've been there..


Worship is a moment with God, fully 100% focus on God and follow the river of the Holy Spirit, where He wants to take you, just follow...Don't have doubt, because on that very night, everything will change..Believe it, because I've been there..
Praise be to Our Lord Jesus Christ..

UniRazak Annual Dinner

UniRazak Annual dinner...I had so much fun there....although around the table, all gurlz, and they're also seniors....But they're cool, and some of them r really sweet too...hehhe...Most importantly on that night, I was going to perform..to be the last person to perform for the event was quite frightening actually..But after performing, kinda relief....fiuhhh!!!!!

After that, got a chance to chit-chat with some of my friends and all the gurlz that sat around the same table with me..also got a chance to take picture with them...^_^

I admit that this was one of the great night I had in my life....And thanks to UniRazak, hopefully they can organize more great events like this in future..

iT's my life

Hey guys. I juzt try out how to create blog, and it's quite easy. Anyway,I just wanna make my blog as simple and just for fun, nothing about wanna publishing myself, hehehehe. My life is quite simple actually, no big thing or anything extra-ordinary....

First person in my life, God. He is the greatest of all. Secondly, my family who really support me for anything that I decided to accomplished, they always got my back. Third, my very lovely girlfriend, Ms.Dith..She is the most sweetest girl I've ever met^_^..And lastly, my friends....Hehehehe...

Some maybe addicted to drugs or smoking..well, I'm addicted to worship event I guess..and most of all, I'm addicted to Jesus Christ....I love everything about spirituality, in youthly way.

The most memorable moment for me....there's one time I slipped and fell on the floor, where all students in campus saw me and laughed at me...well, that's so ashamed, but it's kinda funny when I think back..lol

Well, that's all for know...Thank you for reading and hope to post anything again 'bout myself..God bless you guys, hve a great time of your life..^_-